Dark & Drifting Eyes
walking home alone again
it's not even midnight
there's an emptiness upon my breath
a candle to the light
i just spent my last bill
on some feeling for my eyes
and I've never felt better
that's just what the people say
just another form of talking
just to pass the time away
the sidewalks filled with lonely cracks, none got there themselves
they had that restless neighbor
who was pushing them to hell
and I feel my body warming
with every feeling that could rise
just another feeling pulling
on my dark and drifting eyes
oh but nothing is forgiven
at least that’s what i tell myself
helps me sit and drink my coffee
without wandering who i’ll tell
about the numbness eating
up my parted mind
all about my ghostless stories
that never should be refined
oh I’m sick of country ballads
that make you feel like you’re the one
who threw away your lovely
raised your finger to the sun
i’m just a dreamer
got my own blues all bogged down fine
something cracking down the walls of my tattered mind
i’ve played the part of happy
fulfilled all with ease
speaking to the rhythm
of something i should believe
but I’ve given that all up
left it behind
stuck my finger out the window
of a dissonant time
left everyone who knew me
wishing for themselves
playing the part of romeo
on somebody shelf
sitting at the table
hoping to win on my last dime
trying not to fall into
my/them dark and drifting eyes
just another hopeless dreamer
with the dark and drifting eyes